I n f o r m a t i o n
1. name:  mariel
2. single or taken: single
3. sex:  female
4. bday:  January 24th
5. sign: aquarius
6. siblings:  jack
7. hair color: i have a blonde chelsea
8. eye color: blue
9. shoe size: 8.5
10. height: 5'6"

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. best friends?: i don't know if i have any?
2. boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
3. did you send this to your crush?: I don't have a crush
4. did your crush send this to you?:of course not

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: value city. it's such a weird place.
2. any tattoos or piercings: multiple ears, navel, lip...used to have monroe.

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: not that much anymore
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: I'm bald. but sometimes I guess I use whatever's around the house.
3. what are you most scared of?: being lonely.
4. what are you listening to right now?: iron maiden
5. who is the last person that called you?: Mike T
6. where do you want to get married?:  well I was watching a wedding show actually, yesterday, and I have too many ideas now.
8. what would you change about yourself? As much as I dislike myself at times, I can't imagine being anyone else.

f a v o r i t e s
1. color:  hot pink, shamrock green, black
2. food: anything that's loaded down with carbs, sugar, calories, anything that will give me a heart attack.
3. boys names: Pheonix
4. girls names: Serena
5. subjects in school: english...except I don't like it at school.
6. animals: parrots, kittens, horses.

7. sports: none. I think cheerleading and gymnastics are both really cool though. I wish I was good at either.

c u r r e n t
clothes: cowboy john's ghetto sweatpants, lacy tanktop, cut up iron maiden shirt.
music: still maiden
make-up: eyeliner remnants. red lipgloss.
smell: axe
favorite artist: too many
favorite group: see above
desktop picture: jim morrison i am the lizard king.
cd in player: iron maiden, nine inch nails, alice in chains
dvd in player:  gone with the wind


l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: i don't remember.
hugged: i don't remember
you imed:sam s...hillary
you kissed:  gah. no comment.
you yelled at: I don't know.

DO U KNOW YOUR LETTERS-

[a]ge: 15
[b]estfriends: fuck this question
[c]hoice of meat: chicken
[d]ream date: fuck them too.
[e]xciting adventture: aww...
[f]avorite food: bad for you junk.
[g]reatest accomplishment: breathing.
[h]appiest day of your life: no comment.
[i]nterests: nothing special or noteworthy.
[j]ello: BIAFRA!
[k]ool aid: JONESTOWN!
[l]ove: baby baby, i'm all screwed up. i miss your body and i need your love.
[m]ost valued: my memories
[n]ame: Mariel
[o]utfit you wore to school today: no school
[p]izza topping: brocolli
[q]uestion most asked: &QUOTE i heard you did _____________. i don't remember who told me. is it true?!&QUOTE
[r]adio station:.100.7
[s]port: none.
[t]elevision show: roseanne. daria.
[u]r favorite song: there's a lot. it depends on what mood i am in.
[w]here you live: in a box.
[x]yz: ..examine your zipper, cockslut

[y]ear born: 1989
[z]odiac sign: Aquarius

a bunch of dumb shit.

a buncccccccccccch.

and I can't help but feel sickened by myself and by other people.

On the bright side, I got to hang out with Erin and Kasey today. Then Jill and Maddi. I wanted to talk to her, but I couldn't really bring myself to do it. So I'm going to say it here, Maddi, I am really sorry about everything that went down at your house. Like always, I fucked up. I can't really make it up to you and I'm not going to pretend like my apology makes it all better, but I don't want us to be on bad terms. That's all for now, we'll talk the next time I see you I suppose.

goodnight to all, and to all a goodnight.

I shaved my head.

and no, I am not kidding.

leave a fucking comment

::mom and 11 year old brother cleaning out his room::

mom: your room is disgusting. it looks like a ghetto.

jack: but that's mah style.

mom: JACK! YOU'RE A FUCKING PIG.

jack: ::throws glass of vodka at mom::

 mariel: ::laughs ass off at brother and sincerely hope he is not grounded::

just like every summer, i can't wait for it to end and school to begin. 1 week into school, or 1 day, depends on the suck-factor,I start counting down the days til next summer. When will the vicious cycle end?

So many things I am keeping myself from saying.

It is just better that way.

What is your full name? Mariel

Nicknames?any variation of mar.

Single or taken?pimp.

Sex?yes please

Where do you live?upper

Sex or ice cream?they work well together

What color underwear are you wearing right now?i don't wear underwear

What are you doing right now?this survey

What was the last thing you did??cleaned out my room

What is right next to you?matches, chapstick, jefferson airplane cd

Who was the last person you made out with? damn you alcohol.

If you were a toy, what would you be? wouldn't you like to know

Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?it doesn't matter that much to me...mexico maybe

Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? I'm fifteen.

How many people do you have on your buddy list?I'm not looking

How's the weather right now? rainy. dark. humid

Last person you spoke to on the phone? tempest

Last person who IMed you? lauren

Last person you IMed?john

What's your ring tone? it was equilibrium before  my phone broke

What do you think a toblerone is? your mom

hair? dead cells

What are you wearing right now?5 $ hurley shirt, ripped up plaid shorts

Do you wear contacts?no

What school do you attend?ochs

Do you own a vehicle?nope

Have you ever won a special award?...

What are your future plans?near future or far future?

Last film you saw at the cinema?spiderman 2

Did you actually watch it?heh. yes.

Fave day of the year? I do not know

Are you too shy to ask anyone out? usually

If you could change your  name to anything, what would it be?I like my name, but serena or pheonix or scarlett are pretty too.

Have you ever been in love?yes

Do you like scary or h appy movies??scary

Christmas or Easter?christmas

Lust or love? depends

Kisses or hugs?hugs

If you could change one thing, what would it be? heh. the worl.d

What color are your pajamas? green plaid usually

What color is your toothbrush? maroon

Fave part of the opposite sex? chest

Whats the first thing you think of when you wkae up? What did I do last night?

Roller coaster: scary or exciting? both

How many times do you let the phone ring before you answer it?look on caller id, then decide to pick it up or not.

If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be? Jim Morrison

Fave quote? an indictment is not a conviction. heh heh...

Zodiac sign? aquarius

Half empty or half full? who the fuck drank my beer

Whats your fave number? 151

Root beer or Doctor Pepper?neither, they suck

Mud or jelly wrestling?mud, pools full of jellO though

Skiing or snowboarding? skiing, not like i don't suck at that either

Day or night? night

Summer or winter?fall

Silver or gold?silver

Diamonds or pearls? diamonds

Sunrise or sunset?sunrise

Have you ever broken a bone?nope

Do you hate anyone?yep

the end.